slap_the_butt | (no subject)

You don't understand! [ Cameron stands, swallowing. ] You don't. You can't. I love you, Kurt. I love you.

[He takes a step closer to Cameron.]

I love you too, Cameron. You know I love you. I love you more than anyone or anything. How can you say I don't understand?

You're so stupid, Kurt!

[ He steps back, shaking his head, bumping into the wooden frame behind him. ]

I love you. In love with you.

[He stares at Cameron in shock, frozen to the spot.]

Wha-- you're... what?

[ He chokes, shaking his head. ]

I - I have to go.

N-no... no, wait! [He stands in front of the door, blocking Cameron's exit.]

Yo-you can't go, Cameron. Not now. We...oh god...we have to talk.

Kurt, please, don't - don't, please, I can't...

[ He stares at Kurt, eyes wide and scared, stepping back and swallowing. ]

No, please, just...

[He throws his arms around Cameron, burying his face against his neck as he clings to him.]

I love you... I love you too, Cameron. I'm in love with you too.

[ Cameron gapes, swallowing before his arms slide around Kurt slowly, unsure. ]

You - are? Kurt - you're..?

[He holds on tighter as he feels tears streaming down his face.]

I-I thought it was just me. Didn't think you felt the same way. I...I am so in love with you, Cameron.

You... [ Cameron shivers before he holds Kurt tighter, pressing against him and doing his best not to break down into tears. ] Kurt, God, Kurt, I love you. I love you so much.

[He lifts his head and rests his forehead against Cameron's.]

I am so-- oh god, it feels so good to know you feel the same way, Cam. So good. I love you so much.

I was so scared. [ He laughs a little, breathless. ] When I said it, I thought - thought you'd hate me.

I could never hate you. Not ever. I meant it when I said you were everything to me.

But... [ He leans back, nervous and a little scared, obviously so. ] We're... Brothers.

[He bites his lip and looks away for a moment.] I know. That makes things.. it makes things harder.

It makes things impossible. [ His voice is a hushed whisper. ] We can't... Do anything.

[He takes a deep breath and and pull away.] I... I know. We can't be together, can we?

We... No. I - I can't - I don't think so. [ He leans close, swallowing. ] But I want to.

I want to too. [He wraps his arms around himself.]] I want to more than almost anything.

[ Cameron reaches out, drawing Kurt into his arms again and kissing his forehead. ]

It could be a secret. Just us.

[He wraps his arms around Cameron again, holding on a little tighter this time, as it if it'll somehow make all of this easier.]

Do you think we could? Do you think we could make it work? Make us work?

[ Clinging to Kurt feels good, right - because, really, Kurt is all he needs. ]

We could try. I - I love you, Kurt. I want this.

[Kurt looks at him, a hopeful smile making its way to his face.]

I love you too, Cam. So much. I want this too and I...I want to try. I know it won't be easy, but it'll be worth it.

Even if it's wrong? [ He swallows. ] And people - they might find out, and I'll never see you again, but... [ He leans close. ] I want you, Kurt.