slap_the_butt | (no subject)

[ Cameron rubs at his eyes, staring down at the floor. ]

Can you just - go? I'll clean your car later.

No, I'm not going anywhere until you understand.

I don't need to understand. [ He shakes his head slowly. ] Just - please. Please, Kurt.

Maybe I need you to understand. [He crosses his arms in front of himself and stands his ground.] No, Cameron. I'm not going anywhere.

I don't know what you want me to understand. [ He sniffs, rubbing at his nose. ] I'm your brother. Okay. I understand.

I want you to understand that you fit with me, Cameron. That you're my best friend and the most important person in my life and I want to share everything with you.

But you have Blaine now. You don't need me anymore.

Blaine could never replace you. Never. No one could. Why don't you understand that?

Because you loved him. Really loved him. I - I can't compete with that.

I love you more. I've never loved anyone as much as I love you, Cameron. And I never will.

But it's different. [ He shakes his head. ] Brothers. We're - we're brothers and that's that.

No, Cam, that... that's not it. You're my best friend, don't you understand? You have what he has of me but more.

You don't understand! [ Cameron stands, swallowing. ] You don't. You can't. I love you, Kurt. I love you.

[He takes a step closer to Cameron.]

I love you too, Cameron. You know I love you. I love you more than anyone or anything. How can you say I don't understand?

You're so stupid, Kurt!

[ He steps back, shaking his head, bumping into the wooden frame behind him. ]

I love you. In love with you.

[He stares at Cameron in shock, frozen to the spot.]

Wha-- you're... what?

[ He chokes, shaking his head. ]

I - I have to go.

N-no... no, wait! [He stands in front of the door, blocking Cameron's exit.]

Yo-you can't go, Cameron. Not now. We...oh god...we have to talk.

Kurt, please, don't - don't, please, I can't...

[ He stares at Kurt, eyes wide and scared, stepping back and swallowing. ]

No, please, just...

[He throws his arms around Cameron, burying his face against his neck as he clings to him.]

I love you... I love you too, Cameron. I'm in love with you too.

[ Cameron gapes, swallowing before his arms slide around Kurt slowly, unsure. ]

You - are? Kurt - you're..?

[He holds on tighter as he feels tears streaming down his face.]

I-I thought it was just me. Didn't think you felt the same way. I...I am so in love with you, Cameron.

You... [ Cameron shivers before he holds Kurt tighter, pressing against him and doing his best not to break down into tears. ] Kurt, God, Kurt, I love you. I love you so much.

[He lifts his head and rests his forehead against Cameron's.]

I am so-- oh god, it feels so good to know you feel the same way, Cam. So good. I love you so much.

I was so scared. [ He laughs a little, breathless. ] When I said it, I thought - thought you'd hate me.