slap_the_butt | (no subject)

Kurt, please, don't - don't, please, I can't...

[ He stares at Kurt, eyes wide and scared, stepping back and swallowing. ]

No, please, just...

[He throws his arms around Cameron, burying his face against his neck as he clings to him.]

I love you... I love you too, Cameron. I'm in love with you too.

[ Cameron gapes, swallowing before his arms slide around Kurt slowly, unsure. ]

You - are? Kurt - you're..?

[He holds on tighter as he feels tears streaming down his face.]

I-I thought it was just me. Didn't think you felt the same way. I...I am so in love with you, Cameron.

You... [ Cameron shivers before he holds Kurt tighter, pressing against him and doing his best not to break down into tears. ] Kurt, God, Kurt, I love you. I love you so much.

[He lifts his head and rests his forehead against Cameron's.]

I am so-- oh god, it feels so good to know you feel the same way, Cam. So good. I love you so much.

I was so scared. [ He laughs a little, breathless. ] When I said it, I thought - thought you'd hate me.

I could never hate you. Not ever. I meant it when I said you were everything to me.

But... [ He leans back, nervous and a little scared, obviously so. ] We're... Brothers.

[He bites his lip and looks away for a moment.] I know. That makes things.. it makes things harder.

It makes things impossible. [ His voice is a hushed whisper. ] We can't... Do anything.

[He takes a deep breath and and pull away.] I... I know. We can't be together, can we?

We... No. I - I can't - I don't think so. [ He leans close, swallowing. ] But I want to.

I want to too. [He wraps his arms around himself.]] I want to more than almost anything.

[ Cameron reaches out, drawing Kurt into his arms again and kissing his forehead. ]

It could be a secret. Just us.

[He wraps his arms around Cameron again, holding on a little tighter this time, as it if it'll somehow make all of this easier.]

Do you think we could? Do you think we could make it work? Make us work?

[ Clinging to Kurt feels good, right - because, really, Kurt is all he needs. ]

We could try. I - I love you, Kurt. I want this.

[Kurt looks at him, a hopeful smile making its way to his face.]

I love you too, Cam. So much. I want this too and I...I want to try. I know it won't be easy, but it'll be worth it.

Even if it's wrong? [ He swallows. ] And people - they might find out, and I'll never see you again, but... [ He leans close. ] I want you, Kurt.

I know it's considered wrong in society's eyes, but it doesn't feel wrong. [He bites his lip and shakes his head.] We just have to be careful. I can't... I don't think I could handle being separated from you.

[He leans in until their lips are a breath apart.] I want you too.

It doesn't. [ He leans close, lifting a hand to rest on Kurt's cheek. ] We'll be careful. I'll make sure we're never, ever separated.

[ He swallows before he shifts, pressing his lips against Kurt's gently. ]

We can't get each other pregnant and there's no abuse involved, which are both pretty big issues people tend to have against this sort of thing. Other than the 'ick' factor. [He smiles at Cameron shyly, leaning into his touch.] I'll make sure too. I don't want anything coming between us.

[His eyes flutter shut as he feels Cameron's lips on his own and he kisses back softly, sighing against his lips.]

I never see 'ick' when I see you. [ He smiles. ] I see perfection.

[ He wraps his arms around Kurt, holding him close as he presses into the kiss, a little harder than before. ]

I never see 'ick' either. [His own smile brightens.] I am so in love with you, Cameron.

[He presses as close to Cameron as he can, deepening the kiss a little.]

[ He hums against Kurt's lips, pulling him closer and looping an arm around his neck before he takes a long, deep breath, resting his forehead against his twin's. ]

I love you.