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[All in all, Kurt's relieved Thanksgiving is over. He enjoyed getting to spend that time with his family, but the truth is, all he's wanted to do lately is curl up on his bed and mope. The breakup wasn't just Blaine's idea. Kurt ultimately thought it was the best way to save their friendship too, and it ended up being a mutual decision. But it still hurts. He still feels raw and sad, and he doesn't think those feelings are going to go away for a while. There's still a part of him that wants to call Blaine up and ask to try again; Kurt ruined someone's life just so they'd have a chance to make their relationship work and this is how it ends?

But he doesn't call Blaine. He doesn't do much of anything once the holiday and Black Friday is over. He just lies in his bed, staring up at the ceiling, debating calling the girls so they can come over with comfort food. But he's not sure he's in the mood to explain things, and the room doesn't just belong to him anymore anyway, and he doesn't want to bother Older Kurt. In fact, between his recent breakup and the bizarre feelings he's been having around Older Kurt lately, he's not sure how to even look him in the eyes. Why does life have to be so complicated?] Why is this my life?

[Kurt's been good about giving Little Kurt his space. No, they're not really the same people anymore, too much has changed for that to be the case, but fundamentally they are still the same. And his very first breakup had been tough on him. As much as Rachel and his other friends from school had tried to help, there was no comforting him at all. All he wanted was to curl up in a corner to rot and die or drink it all away, and given Little Kurt's view on copious underage drinking, the latter was probably not going to happen. So, space it is.

He's sitting at the vanity now, playing with some of the makeup he'd spent his Black Friday money on - Burt had been more than happy giving him a little something to spend, given that the money Kurt has on his account in the future doesn't even exist yet - trying to find some way to make him look more different from Little Kurt. To avoid all the questions. Bit of bronzer, some contouring, some highlighting... He glances over at his younger counterpart on the bed, giving him a sympathetic look in answer to his question.] Still thinking about it?